At first, I did not want to accept that. But now I see it differently. This is not a painting of something that has already grown, it is an explanation of the experience of growth itself. The cycles, the stagnation, the change. That deserves the time it needs. Someone told me this week that it could take years, even a lifetime, to finish one painting. And maybe this one is that painting.
That said, I will keep moving forward. My next project will be an abstract acrylic pour face collection. I have always been drawn to humans. Painting them is just as complex as understanding them. And unlike a fully abstract piece, which a gallery professional might understand instantly but a casual viewer might not, faces give a direct sense of connection and relatability. I think it is time I take that side of my work seriously.
Beyond painting, though, my biggest next step is building a real plan for my art business startup. As much as I want to do everything myself, I have learned that if you do not accept help, you will not move forward, or at least not as quickly as you need to in situations like this.
If you have been following my blogs and what I write resonates with you, I would love your input. Maybe you have ideas, resources, or experience in building creative businesses. Maybe you know someone who works in this industry or has applied for government grants before. Or maybe you just want to brainstorm together. No matter the scale, every conversation helps me move this idea forward.
The vision for the business is simple but powerful. I want to create a space where visual artists can access the tools, guidance, and community they need to grow. This would include mentors and talent agents who can help artists navigate their careers, structured classes to sharpen artistic skills, and affordable access to essential materials like canvases and paints. The model I imagine is subscription-based, keeping it accessible while maintaining a sense of exclusivity. It is a place where emerging artists can feel both supported and challenged to reach their next level.
If this speaks to you, reach out. I am open to collaboration and excited to see where this can go. And if you are thinking of stealing my idea, I will find you. Just kidding. But really, let’s work together instead, because it will be faster and way more fun.
Thanks for reading,
Camille